2 Hours to Kill

So I was supposed to have a jewelry meeting tonight but due to the fog I didn't want to drive way out of town. On the way home from picking up my daughter at daycare I dropped a text to RG asking what he was doing this evening between 6 and 8. He was going to watch the game at 7. I told him it was to bad he had plans because I wasn't going to my meeting and I had a sitter so he could have done me. He said he could do both. I went to the gym first and did a mile and a half. I really didn't work too hard but I was planning on a workout of a different kind in less than 2 hours. So after I dropped her off I dropped by his place.It was a little different since no alcohol was involved. After idle chit chat for a good 15 minutes, (Hello, you know what I am there for so jump me already) he sighed, "Oh D", and sat down on the edge of the couch. I moved in and that's where it began.I usually have "lights dimmed sex" or "lights out sex". RG is much more of a "lights on" kind of guy. No problems here. Even though the sex was still hot, it was not nearly as long as it has been the past couple, alcohol induced times. He is an eyes closed kisser. And I am not sure if he is much of a BJ guy because when I went down on my knees he didn't let me stay there very long until he threw me up on his bed. He DEFINATELY likes to go down. That is fine with me because the man has skills.I have already solicited him for Thursday night after I go out with my friends. Here is my dilema... I am always soliciting him for sex and always making the first move so... is he not that into me or is he so into me that he can't or is afraid too? (Remember I have been friends with him for 12 years.)

Weekend Recap

This weekend I did a total of 6 miles. Today I did 2 miles in 27 minutes and 50 seconds.I made it to the gym everyday this weekend for 30 minutes. I am quite proud of myself.

My first open house went ok. I had 2 groups through and I might have a shot of working with one of them. They were going to go to open houses today and see if they could find a REALTOR they liked. Hopefully they liked me! It's a good thing that rejection, at least on a professional level, doesn't bother me or my self esteem would be shot. I would probably have to go to the gym more to make up for it. Did I mention I feel thinner?!

WOS called today. It was pretty nice not hearing from him for the last 3 days. I told him I went to the gym. He asked if I missed my old workout partner. I told him I missed my trainer. He has court tomorrow for something. He had $2300 in fines to pay and somehow now he only has $900 in order to get back his license...or so he thinks. The lady at Child Support Recovery Services has put something on his license so he can't get it back until he pays. Won't he be pissed.

I have a lia sophia meeting on Monday and 3, hopefully huge, parties this weekend. I am in dire straights this month and this is my only way out of it. If I can do $3500 in parties in the next week I can make $1000 by the 20th so I could pay my bills. I do have a closing coming up .It's not a lot but right now I will take every little bit I can.

Here's looking ahead to Thursday and a hook up with RG.

Damn it Feels Good

I forgot just how good a hard workout can make a person feel. I made it to the gym again today. I feel thinner, skinnier, sexier all from just a workout. Did I mention I feel thinner?! I know it is all in my head but I am now obsessed with winning this little competition and starting off my newly singleness with a bang. I want a hot summer body and I am going to do whatever,(aside from eating disorders and steriods) to get it. My body is not bad so I really shouldn't complain, but I do still have a little of the baby weight that I would like gone. I realize that I will probably never again be a size 8 (having baby = more curvy hips and bigger boobs)but if I lost the baby weight and 10 more pounds I would feel really great. It was kind of difficult on NYE to see all the younger,skinny girls at RG's birthday bash and not be jealous. I have never let age get in the way but I am almost 33 and he just turned 28. On a positive note, he could have had his choice of any younger, skinnier girl but he came to my house...to be with me... after hours... on the biggest night of the year.

So tomorrow I will get to the gym in the morning and then go to my open houses (cause us REALTORS have to work on Sundays) and then who knows, maybe I will do a "two a day" tomorrow.

Obsession

Here I go again...I sent RG a text yesterday. No reply. I sent a racy one today. No reply. I have a very large sexual appetite, especially since I went without for so long that I just can't get enough. As soon as something else comes up to occupy my mind then I won't spend it all on RG. Still, it makes me wonder after the comments he made why there has been no communication on his part.

In other news, I made it to the gym...FINALLY! My goal was 2 miles in 30 minutes. 15 minute miles don't seem to be very good but I had to start somewhere. I actually did it in 31 minutes and 9 seconds. Next time I will have to push myself a little harder either at the beginnng or at the end so that the clock reads 30 minutes. The good news is that the little saddlesbags and love handles were sore when I got done so it makes me feel like I accomplished something today. I have to go to the office tomorrow and then will head over to do another 2 miles. Cardio really is my friend when it comes to shedding inches. Weigh-in is next Wednesday and I want to have a little bit of a jump start on everyone.

I have scheduled apps and drinks out with two of my very best friends. I can't remember the last time we went out, just the 3 of us. Since they have to work the next day and I have off I am going out with another friend after that. I have been such a recluse for so long that I am making a conscience effort to go out at least once a week now. I really need to join a club or something so that I can meet a new group of, hopefully more single people.

Just got a text back. It's funny how I smile when my phone vibrates because I know it's a text message. He apologized for taking so long. Now I can quit obsessing. I may have to go take care of things myself though since it doesn't look like I will have any company tonight...but at 9:20 the night is still young!

Resolution Updates

I finally got my membership back to the gym. I know it has been about 3 weeks ago when I went to get it but due to the lady being gone I was unable to obtain the paperwork. Tomorrow would be my first day but we have gymnastics so there is no time in between when I get off work and then have to be there. So tonight I am going to start in my home with a dance party. Just my daughter, myself and a great mix CD. A guy I dated years ago made it for me and called it "Old Guy at The Gym" mix because he always thought the old guys were scoping me. Anyways, who knows, maybe my daughter will love the dance party and we can make it a weekly thing.

The weight loss club has started and my friend that started it said that if I win and all my weight loss is do to the amount of sex I am having with RG then I am disqualified. I went to the doctor on Saturday for my sinus infection and their scale said 184.5. Hers said 179. I either lost a crap ton of weight New Years Eve doing the between the sheets dance or there is a big discrepancy in scales. I liked hers better.

Speaking of RG. On his way home from Chi-town today he sent me a text. I din't know that he was out of town and I mentioned a nooner, half kidding half not, since it was past 1:00. My lips are so sore from New Years that I don't think I could do anything today anyway. I love kissing him but the scruff gets me since they haven't been getting any action until the last month. I keep saying that I don't know where this is headed but I have a good idea where I want it to go.

So to sum up:
1. I did get my gym membership back
2. I did not get a kiss at 12 on NYE but I got sex at 2:30. (I will count that as completed.)
The other ones are still works in progress.

Hello 2008!

So 10 minutes after I sent RG a text to stop by on his way home from after hours he called. He wasn't going to go to the house party. Within 30 minutes we were kissing in my kitchen. That was the kiss I wanted at 12 but it was worth the wait.Then came 2hours of birthday/New Years sex. When faced witht the option of after hours or birthday sex he said that said not just any birthday sex but sex with me wins hands down. He told me that this was the best birthday present he ever got which I had to respond with this was my best New Years ever because it truly was. I am not going to let myself get swept away because this is so new but I think we have potential here.I knew when he gave me "the look." I know he wanted me a long time ago. I wanted him once too. Now it may be our time. There is too much chemistry to deny it. Here's a toast to me: May 2008 be the best one yet.


P.S. WOS called and wanted to go out with me.He said he was all dressed up with nowhere to go. I've been there a few times too buddy waiting on your ass so don't play that card with me. I got no sympathy for ya.

Happy New Year

So I went to RG's party. I did not get a kiss at 12 but he did not either so i did pucker up in front of friends for a birthday kiss. I left the bar and ran into him on the way out. He invited me to after hours to which I declined. I asked him if he got everything he wanted for his birthday and he said not quite. Then he gave me "the look." You know, the look that says I want to kiss you and not stop or the please come to after hours with me. I said "What" and his reply was nothing and looked away. I told him that if his birthday was lacking anything then he should stop by on his way home. He said that he would call on his way. I sent him a text of the same thing on his way home so now I wait and see.

Oh, I did hit on the cop who was doing the bar check and it helped that my best friend and her cop husband were there. I also hit on a few other HOT men. All in all I would say that so far 2008 is started off in the right direction.