Sunday, February 03, 2008

What Does it All Mean?

So I didn't hit up RG for hard core porn sex.It has been way too long, but if this FWB situation is going to work then it is probably for the best. The more casual the less chance of me having relationship like feelings for him right? (Or at least more than there already are.) I hate the "what if" game and I don't like thinking about how scenarios might go but if I had my way this is how February 15 will go....

He picks me up and drives to the hotel. After checking in we head to the room to put our bags away before heading to the casino. After the door closes behind us he grabs me and pushes me up against the wall. He kisses me the way only he can (makes me wet just thinking about it.) He then says that he has been wishing that I would have called because he really missed me. After ripping of all our clothes and having hard core porn sex we go down to the casino and he is my epidimy of a perfect date. Then he makes it known that he's ready for round 2 and we spend the rest of the night in the room where he professes his undying love and we have more hard core porn sex. He doesn't have to profess his love but I definately want the porn sex.

Anyway, (I got sidetracked from my real post) since I didn't hit up RG last night I went to bed HORNY. Instead of dreaming of his strong masculine hands and perfect lips running all over my hot body, (opps there I go again) I dreamt of an ex boyfriend from like 6 years ago. WTF?!I have no clue where he is living, (last I knew he was in Colorado) if he is married, what he is doing. I haven't spoke to him since December of 2003. Why did he suddenly appear in my dream? In my dream he had some illness and only had a short time to live. I tried to think of how to spell his last name so I could google him but I can't even remember that so why did he show up last night? There was nothing really special about him was there? I don't think I even had sex with him in my dream so he served no purpose. What does it mean?

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